Thursday, January 31, 2008

we didnt get good news

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

I'm leaving

To tide you over,
here's some 'eye candy,' as anne would say in her mom's voice.

Monday, January 28, 2008

I'm not the healthiest crayon in the box


and it's starting to show

Sunday, January 27, 2008

cleaning up nice

Eddie told me that I could be a model


and then he said 'for sabarro.'

Friday, January 25, 2008

Making It

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Friday, January 18, 2008

nervous

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

I may or may not have a social disorder


My mom took this picture of me at my cousin's fifth birthday party. You might just think I didnt want my picture taken, and you would be wrong. My mom took this picture because I stayed in this position throughout the entire party. really.

I remember it well, too. I was used to going over to their house and playing with my cousin one on one. Now there were like 15 other girls there and it completely freaked me out. She wouldnt pay attention to me and I decided that this was my best defense. I remember digging my chin into my chest as hard as I could to avoid eye contact with anyone. I needed lots of attention and control and I'd be lying to you if I told you that I have changed in any way. Even my hair style is the same.

ps. happy birthday to dan and also to ellen. I like you both a lot.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

tell me I'm the only one that ever made you feel like this

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I don't have a degree in anything yet.

Monday, January 14, 2008

hard to stomach

looks like I'm going to be doing a lot of lying through my teeth this semester

in addition to the usual biting my tongue

Saturday, January 12, 2008

every morning

I blow dry my hair according to its reflection in this poster.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

that's normal, right?


eddie said he would pick me up to take me out on a date and I figured I should put on a nice shirt. One that he would like - a light blue button down shirt. Don't worry, he wore the same thing.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Thursday, January 3, 2008

outrageous


outrageous.

I've charmed you

what were you like as a child?


I found this in my closet